knowing that you are there.
woke up by the stupid james. scream scream scream. found ilona and him in my house. slacked until 6+ then my felicia came. went to hg green to eat, sharon came and started to leech from me. keep tell her i at home got make soup for her liao, dun believe. haha! played with sharon billard. then played with loti uncle. kana tai 80 points.sibei sian. went home after that. no mood liao. haha.
there is a reason for everything

the reason i have to be with you is

because

ILOVEYOU

Looking forward to the chalet....

My father woke me up at 3+ wanted to sleep again, but sun to bright le. then cannot sleep. sian lor. ate breakfast at home. rotted at home then i finally fought the strength to go to the toilet and bathe. left home for green. at billard then go lan outside. surprise to see my felicia at there. after awhile she say she go home liao. i stun tio. then slack awhile jiu go home. watched tv and now blogging for you guys to see. (=

女人女人

我答应做个好人

我答应用我一生

来换你的快乐

你就是我等的那个人

Com is dying. sians.

waked up at 4 in the afternoon. then went to green. meet poh they all. soon my meimei and sharon came. played two rounds of billard and there goes my money. slack under my block with gray, kenneth and ilona. wait for my parents come down then go eat with them. after eat go play billard. suddenly go form. win nixon and sharon 20+ points hehe. slacked at billard until 12+ then go pei ferrari and co. go eat. then all suddenly leave. left me and feilong. so we go eugene watch dunno wad movie. after the show feilong, tiang lee and me go eat. and headed home after a damn early breakfast. maybe meeting kenneth and gray now. =P

my heart beats faster each time i'm near you
i sleep longer just to dream about you
i can't do anything right without you
will you give me a chance to be with you?

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wake up just after 1 hr of slp. quarrelled with my mother. then continue slping until 3+ in the afternoon. prepare go chu shi. =.= met everyone at green. thought that graceson was coming, but then he say meet us at ri heng. after 4hrs of chu shi. went back green slack. went rounding, first go changi village. then go airport, then go OCH. freaked out!. haha.

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went for prelims oral in the morning. haven slp yet. the feeling damn sucks! reached home bathe then straight fall aslp. wake up at 6+ meet ferrari they all at green then go bugis pei ferrari buy shirt, after that go far east plaza. went eat then come back green. played with sharon billard, mood was good so let her win. hehe. after that slacked with guanchai, tiang lee, feilong, xiao kenneth and eugene until now. my pillows are calling my name. zZzZzZzZz.

all the world's beauty is nothing compared to you
my eyes see nothing except you and
your smile
and the only thing in this world that is as perfect as
YOU

Saving money...

same thing happen in the morning. wake up then bathe then go back slp. haha. sleep until afternoon again. rotted at home until 3+ then went dwn green. meet ah yang kenneth and felicia. kenneth suddenly say wan help me manage my money spending. so whole day nvr play billard. how bored. seriously rot at green until at night. then tiang lee came down, say meeting graceson. wait 4 him from 10+ to 1+. nothing to say about him. finally play billard. then went to eat with feilong, tiang lee, shui ching, graceson and tiang lee. then just reach home at 4. hehe.

there is always that barrier between us
i tried doing everything i could
but seem to just hurt you even more
should i just give up
or would you give me another chance

Day of silent...

woke up at 6am. went to prepare to go sch. but halfway. no mood then go back slp. afternoon wake then went green. felt something was missing like that. hmmm... i wonder what it is. played billard and lose. dunno why i just cannot do anything properly le. then see until sharon. she and i like enemies like that. always look at me with a black face. if u hate me pls say. i will not blame you 4 it.(= then go block slack. then went home. msn awhile then suddenly fell aslp on the couch now going to bathe then go to lala land level 76 le. =P

even if you wan to hate me

i dun mind

even if u wan to blame every misfortune you have on me

i oso dun mind

i just wan to see you happy only

even if i have to see you from a distance

i'm starting to have the same feeling for you as before

*You made my days miserable...

woke up my the noise everyone made while i was slping. woke up saw a party at my house. wth lor. sat infront of the tv and rot. then suddenly all disappear. o.O went bathe then go meet them. go billard play with my meimei billard. put her 40 points. finally can win her liao. haha. at there until at night. after waiting for 4hrs. the sharon finally reached. idiot 1 sia. 4+ call her then she go back slp. slack awhile at go home.

seriously what wrong did i do.
why you must show me this kind of attitude.
what things u not happy with me.
can just tell me.
no need show attitude.

FUCKING UNLUCKY...

On the first of may.

i fucking suay. dunno why. chi shi comfirm is 1 whole day liao. alrdy sian1/2 liao. then sit lorry halfway at hougang sports hall there, the worst happened. my fone flew out of the lorry!!! it a moment of sadness, shock and laughter. dunno why i can start laughing. =P then i called my dearest meimei ilona to help me go find. to my damn surprise. my fone nvr spoil. but ppl take liao. haha. CHINA FONE IS FUCKIN DURABLE!!!! whole day roaming singapore then reached home at 1 a.m was half dead. bathed and when to slp.

3th of may.

I'm sick again. wth. i feel like i can die anytime. at this age life is fragile. haha. sicknss comes and go. haiis. soon white hair will grow. it was boring. i couldn't get myself out of bed. got the strenght to do it at 6p.m. whole day lying on my bed. went dwn play billard. Then came the torture. played number ball 3hrs straight. table cost $26.20 Damn EXPENSIVE SIA. $15 like that fly wad a waste. the slack under my blk until 3+ then when home to rest on my death bed. =)

wanting you is easy.

missing you is hard.

wishing that you were with me.