Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasnt I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Birthdays,

30October09!

After Nigel book out from camp, we all headed down to Boat Quay to celebrate his 19th.
Many was there, even his camp mates. :)


(When he is already half drunk outside Amber21, lol.)


His camp mate and him.

31October09!

Celebrated Tianglee's and Jolene's advance (05November the actual).
Buffet at Park Royal Hotel on Beach Road.
Then back to Hg to have the cake cut and birthday song sung.


Above: Nic, Ahpui, Kaizhang, Channon, Tianglee, Eugene.
Bottom: Yuquan, Jolene, Ilona, Nigel.

And they went down to Oasis, met the rest there too.

This month is a expensive birthday month!
To enjoy, please save money. LOL. :D
Help Nigel relinked /linked you all already, bye bye!!! :)

Loves, Ilona Tan.

Happy 19th!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to Nigel!
Happy birthday to you!

Korkor, happy happy happy 19th to youuuuu!
Hereby wishing you that you'll faster find yourself a good girlfriend and marry! :)
And faster serve finish your NS.

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

Countdown,

Few more hours is Nigel's 19th already!

With ♥,

your cutest meimei ever.

Cobwebs,

Haiyo! Almost one month never help Nigel update this stupid page of his already.
And of course I must be damn bored until I logged in into his account and update right!
See I'm so kind heart right, loooooooool. :D

Nigel now inside camp, don't know doing what shit.
Anyway he's doing well, haven't die yet.
Getting slimmer and slimmer now already, got body shape also!
But still that nonsensical, lots of craps cannot stop want.

Anyway his birthday coming soon already, like only 18 days left.
Remember to text or call him to wish him Happy 19th alright! :)

Those who want Nigel to relink, I also help him relink your already.

With ♥,

your cutest meimei ever.

Birthdays,

Konichiwa! It's me, Ilona again. :)
I'll be updating on James's 18th and Kaizhang's pre 17th celebration.
Before I start everything here, I'll like to help Nigel wish...

James, Brian, Ahpui, Kaizhang, Kenneth, Jeslyn.
A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!


James and Kaizhang - the birthday boys.


Top: Kenneth, Nigel, Kaizhang.
Bottom: Tianglee, James, Aloysius, Eugene, Kenneth.


Samuel, Nigel and Poh.


Kenneth, Samuel and Nigel.


Kenneth and Nigel - the NS boys. :D


Top: Kenneth, Simon, Feilong, Poh, Eugene, Jolene, James, Jiayang, Shihao, Samuel, Kenneth, Nigel and Ilona.
Bottom: Kaizhang, Aloysius, Kitty.

Ending James's and Kaizhang's pre celebration with the group photo above! :)
And James is proudly 18th that night, with a very successful planned surprise by Jolene.

And today is Nigel's POP, guess he will be home anytime now.
Finally become private already uh, and time to rest during the block leaves yeah.
HAHAHA! :D

Later will be the celebration for Ahpui's, Kenneth's and Kaizhang's belated birthdays.
So stay tune at Nigel's page for more updates of him! :D

P/S: Helped Nigel relinked and linked you people up already!

With ♥,

your cutest meimei ever.

Sentosa,

Meimei here to help Nigel update his blog again! :)
Like after 2 long months, lol.

Went Sentosa on the 10August. With?
With me, Jolene Wong, Nigel, Kenneth, Brian, Ahpui, Weicheng, Poh, Eugene, Freddy, James, Jolene Ko, Kaizhang, Feiling, Samuel, Aloysius and Carolyn.
Had hell lots of fun, a pretty great gathering we had.
Because it had been a long time since all of us went out and enjoy as a group.
All went separated ways, like...
Busy with studies, busy with work and of course like Nigel like this busy with NS.

And a group picture before we left for Hg! :)

Back: Poh, Eugene, Samuel, Kaizhang, Ahpui, Freddy, Nigel, Brian, Kenneth, Weicheng.

Front: Ilona, Jolene Wong, James, Feilong.

Not in photo: Jolene Ko, Aloysius, Carolyn.

Alright! I'll update again on our next outing soon!

Stay tune for more updates on Nigel and company, hahahaha!

Meet Nigel to hear his experience in NS, damn funny you'll sure laugh like shit. :D

With ♥,

your cutest meimei ever.

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Tianglee and Nigel.


Jolene and Nigel.


Went ave8 first, then to Hg Point and to AMKHub.
Then all went home to change, and they headed down to St.James.
Poor Jolene and I can't tag along, who ask us so young, lol. >.O!

Nigel will be booking in on Monday.

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

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Meimei is here again! :D Haha. -.-
K Garden for K session on Saturday, 21 June. :)





Nigel and Jolene.

Coming weekend Nigel will be booking out together with Kenneth! :)
The 2 army boys, hehe.

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

Posted by your cutest meimei ever ;D

Haha! Hello people, I'm back here again. :D
Nigel book out alreadyyyyyy!!!
Curious of how he look like in botak?
Now
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You
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Seeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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Head very round right, like soccer ball. Lol. :X

Alright, I'm turning in already.
Goodnight, I'll be back to help Nigel update real soon. :)

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

Posted by your cutest meimei ever ;D

Hello, everyone out there. :)
This is Ilona, Nigel's cutest meimei typing! :D

Nigel is going in NS later at 0830 already! ):
Better miss me I tell you! Hahahaha!
If not when you book out, I'm going to kill you. :X
Went for movie 'marathon' just now.
Had the movie 'Monster VS Alien 3D' and 'Terminator Salvation'.


Xueting, Jolene and Nigel.
I think this is the first time there photo in posts up on his blog right?
Haha, see longer man cause this photo Nigel still got hair.
Later in the years (for 2 years if he's a good boy in NS) you'll only get to see him in short hairs! :)

Alright, I'll end here.
Please take great cares of yourself asshole!
Much misses.

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

Posted by your cutest meimei ever ;D

Hello, everyone out there. :)
This is Ilona, Nigel's cutest meimei typing! :D

HAHAHAHA!
Nigel is going in NS soon.
Even fingers can count down to how many days he left to go in to serve NS.
04 of June, it's like 5 more days!
Aww... I'm going to miss my idiotic brother already man!
Better take good cares of yourself while you're in army alright.
And remember to miss meimei a lot k. Haha. :D
And I'll be missing you to book out and we walk home from Hg Green together, lol!

Alright, I've nothing much to update for him already.
He's now enjoying himself with the rest at chalet. :)
Will be back to help him update soon again, lol.

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

Hello ~! @.@

Jeslyn here,
updating this dead blog on behalf of Nigelass.

I don't understand why his just so lazy...
Almost 24/7 at home yet cannot even type a bit just to entertain us readers.
Agree? ._.



Ok. We've been meeting up for prata(s).
But he didn't eat, only me. Lol.



That's all. Bye!
Tag him more,
take it as motivating him to blog :)

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Hello, everyone out there. (:
This is Ilona, Nigel's cutest meimei typing! :D

"TELEPUFFY!"
Hehe. Don't know what to update for him already.
Anyway, Nigel's busy working nowadays.
Even I myself also seldom meet up with him already.
Work hard, you asshole, haha! :D

With ♥,
your cutest meimei ever.

wooo... its been 3 mths since i last blog, and its a boring 3mths. the number of friends has been decreasing this few months, but there is 1 friend that i should have lost a long time ago. if i had just do it, everything would be much smoother for me. THANKS FOR GETTING OUT OF MY LIFE(=. Nowadays is just thinking of money money money. Can anyone help me find a damn job? haha. just recently went for my medical checkup, the doctors there are like damn gay. no wonder they are doctors... my license got delayed because of a stupid RTT. sian la! 4 more days to the next RTT. wee~

months since i last post. Lol. But now com spoil so i have to use my hp to blog. Haha. This few months were quite hard to get through. Alot of things happened, but everything happen for a reason maybe it's because of you. Maybe it was my wrongdoing or maybe is was just you. I think i just lost someone that was always in my heart. nothing can last forever, everything have to end one way or another. We have chosen different paths to walk this way it will be better for you and me. Until our paths cross again, i have nothing to do with you.


.Memories will never be forgotten.

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Hello, everyone out there. (:
This is Ilona, Nigel's cutest meimei typing! :D

Yesterday's outing was to Sentosa, Siloso Beach with Eugene, Graceson and company.
And I gotta help Nigel say this...
HE FOUND A DOLLAR WHILE BURYING HIS LEG IN THE SAND!
Hahaha, that kind of lucky of him. (:
After Sentosa, chilled at Vivo City and down to Amk Central for steamboat.
And everyone went home sweet home. ;D

P/S: Photos will be upload soon.
-Uploaded on 04October.

With ♥,
Your cutest meimei ever.

呼吸很轻寂寞很深
世界只剩渐渐变弱的雨声
2人沉默着
你不肯说我不敢问
你的眼睛突出了透明的话
忽然我发现你的脸好陌生
明明是两个不同的角色
爱情却给我们一个脚本
你要的不在我这
我的你不懂的
两人在互相拔河
明明是太多不同的可能
结局却给我们一种选择
要分开却舍不得
两人彼此都忘了要什么

爱一个人是不是应该有默契

我以为你懂得每当我看着你
我藏起来的秘密在每一天清晨里
暖成咖啡安静的拿给你
愿意~用一只黑色的铅笔
画一出沉没五彩剧灯光再亮也抱住你
愿意在角落唱沙哑的歌
再大声也都是给你
请用心听~不要说话

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Hello, everyone out there. (:
This is Ilona, Nigel's cutest meimei typing! :D

I'm back here again, haha.
Just to help Nigel to relink links.
Alright, I'm rushing for time, bye! <3

With ♥,
Your cutest meimei ever.

To Sijia.. Now i update my blog. last time got ppl help me update de. but now no more le. still delete all the post. haha!!! to know more ask the retarded meimei of mine (=

Finally found the mood to blog or is it because there is no maple to play? hmmm.... anyways i nearly forget my blogger password. sat infront of the damn com and rotted, thinking to myself what is my password. After 5mins of guessing. i got the correct ans. xD Slept the whole day, only waking up from the call feilong made. ask me come down to play num ball with them. what a bunch of scammer. bluff my $14 away. sad )= finished the game at 7.30 then they went for dinner, i somehow feel abit sad for kai zhang, always kana "shoot" for no apparent reason. after dinner we went to my blk de void deck. kai zhang continue to kana "shoot" then suddenly tulan.after 20mins of chilling. my turn to have my dinner with samuel. (= soon sharon join us. then feilonf and co. but now my turn kana "shoot" after eating, sharon treat me play billard, then ilona treat me play pool. haha. thanks both of you. =P the funniest part is after all that, ilona ask me to pei sharon and her to the toilet... WTF YOU EXPECT ME TO DO THERE!!!! omg la. now i'm home watching show. and soon it's time for me to slp. NIGHTs~